April 16, 2004

It makes me so sad to think of you, yet try as I might, I can't NOT think of you. I'll be going along through my day and suddenly I'll remember that time we drove into Philly and spent the day walking around, hand in hand, checking out all the cool shops.

Or I'll go to Ledo's Pizza with Lisa and Josh and I'll remember how we used to order from Ledo's all the time. And how one of the last times we went out to eat together (one of the last times we ate together, period), we went to Ledo's.

And I get so damn sad, missing you, and wishing you were still a part of my life, and ACTIVE part of my life, not part of my life that was asking to no longer be part of my life.

I miss you.

that was then - this is now